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I eat every word you spit in my face
I dream that maybe , maybe this time!

haha why am i always the one standing dissapointed
am I the one doing everything wrong?
why am i the one left hurt then?
can't you understand that i threw you my soul
my life my everything
why can't you see this?
I thought you were different
I always do....i want to believe
I so want to
but everytime i close my eyes i feel you drifting away
I feel as im the only one who want this

Why are you suprised i enjoy hearing people screaming
I wanna scream myself but i cant
I dont want your attention , i dont want to feel guilty
because you dont understand

doesnt even matter if i try
cause you dont
I want to , i really do , but you just look away
I should just ignore you
everytime you write i fall in love with you again
even if u dont say "lets be friends" I notice
you don't feel the same anymore
maybe you never did....
but I do

Now im drinking a glass of gasoline and swallowing this candle light.

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